I have a new broggg...

So what if its only 2 days to PMR...



*slaps self* How could i say that.



After hours and hours of cramming useless, worthless bullcrap information about sejarah, geography, and kemahiran hidup. I can finally confirm myself brain numb.



*sejarah*

Pure bullcrap. No scandals. No controvery's. God help me. It's a boring old book that has been edited severely to portray that the Muslims is the saviour of Malaysia, thus they deserve the 3%/10% discounts they have on houses now. Pah!



*Geography*

Somehow i don't think learning so much of this is gonna help me in my future job. Still, its probably more worth it than sejarah. Pah.



Kemahiran Hidup

Yea right. If you wanna be a friggin plumber. Just call the technician, mechanic or plumber and everything's solved.

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Ok. I'm turning into a femenist more and more by each passing day(yada..yada..).

It does rage me that till now theres still some parts of this narrow minded world where females don't deserve rights and should be put home to wipe bloody males ass cracks. Still, to be a genuine femenist i should always know about female rights and the women/guy that fought for gender equility. And, i don't know anything about these so... WHATEVER!



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It does piss me off when perasan-ted people misunderstand what i'm saying when i say: You're definitely better looking than that nerd.

It means, Hey, kid. That guy is the ugliest thing i've ever seen and you should be thankful that you aren't uglier than him.

Unfortunately, he chose to be a perasan-ted one, and misunderstood my meaning.

Now, if i could get my hands on a crowbar and beat the crap outta him. That'll show him how much i *ugh* "lurve" him.

*/update
This was written 2 days befor pmr. I couldn't post it on time cos... well... theres PMR!

No. I'm not gonna write in Malay or start blabbering about Sejarah etc.
Instead, I'm gonna rant on about this fat guy in my school. He may be a teacher, a student or who knows, maybe the janitor too! Lets call him W.

W is a stupid evil idiot of an asshole!

Have i made my point? No. I still got loads to tell about him. Some of you may know who he is, judging from the initial i gave earlier but W is the most irritating pig ever that has ego the size of the universe.

1. W never admits that he's wrong.
2. The only thing he ever admits to is saving the school from some deadly disease or whatsoever.
3. He is the most anal-est guy ever and doesn't mind killing or hurting people for the sake of his bloody name.
4. Reasons why I hate him so much? He's hurt me not only 1 time but many many times. Plus, how many times has he destroyed a persons happy and gay fun life.
5. The fact that he's a very influential person that nobody dares to go againts him.
6. Everything that comes out of his mouth is always something bad.
7. The fact that he's such a miser (uggh!)
8. The fact that he's married and still looks at womens chest.
9. The fact that he's still married after all these years. His wife must be one hell of a woman.
10. How unfair life treats you and how fair life treats him.
11. The fact that he may be a very versatile, independent, efficient person but still contains the ego the size of his anal.
12. The fact that he controls us like we're his slaves.( W's slaves )
13. The fact that he forgets how hardworking you have been at a look of the chest.
14. The fact that he doesn't allow guys and girls to sit together. (pure bull)
15. The fact that everything that comes out of his fat mouth is always so hurtful and pure bullshitting.

Yea, theres more. But I don't think i hate him enough to write that much.

Just to tell you W.

No matter how many times you accuse me. No matter how many times you look at me with disgust. No matter how many times you've scolded me for a mistake i didn;t do. No matter how many times the words you blab to me are so hurtful i just wanna kill you on the spot. No matter how you're always so unfair to people.

I'm still gonna live on my way. I will not change you for the sake of yourself. And if I think that what I'm doing has a very good reason to it, you better stfu and listen. And I will never consider what you say seriously from now on because whenever i take you seriously, I end up being an anal to my friends. I don't care if you're the king and you wanna treat us as your slave. It's not a tooting third world country here and we, yes teenagers, do have rights. Just like how women, children and workers have their rights. You better stfu and stop living in your own world. Learn to wake up. Treat people better. Treat us like equals instead of freaking treating us like you're so above us. Treat people equally, no matter what school are we from and not act like a racist, facist bastard so often.

Hear this. I actually respected you very much. As a teacher.(yup, teacher. So you guys understand who it is now?!)As a leader. As a person that educates us so we can live a better life. No. I'm not telling you that you must change. But if you don't change in the near future. I don't think i can ever look up to you. Or be polite to you. Or even speak to you in a sane manner. Seriously, I've lived enough of your lies and petty shit talk. I have learnt to hate you so much, i can't turn back. Yes, Mr. W. This is the end of my respect to you as a teacher and as a leader.
I shall treat you like every other human being and this world and i trust YOU can tooting treat us as sane beings instead of some slut that just crawled out of the rubbish bin.

OOh. Sentimental shit.

Yea. I still hate you.

OK. So recently i dropped by one of my friends blogs. Sadly his latest 'brog' was written in chinese and this crap computer can't even beep a word of chinese. (DAMMIT.) Anyway, instead of reading his chinese bullcrap(ok. i have no rights to say that his post was of anything like bullcrap but still you can't expect me to read a bunch of cquares and sed it was the best thing i've ever read in my 15 years of living right.)



*dramaticness* IiisH!



Anyway, instead of reading his squares, i decided to read the baffling 15 comments he got. Ok. Maybe I've seen other bloggers get more comments then this but most of it was cos they posted up pics of the half naked or posted really big ass photos of themselves pouting, peace sign-ing, eyes widening etc etc.



For privacy reasons, i'm not going to put example of the comments here but practically ALL of em were positive comments about how great his chinese was(is), how touching feeling his bloody post was and how true it was and that it changed their life drastically after reading that goddamn post. Ok. Whateverrrr....

Ok. I don't deserve to say that. Forget it. I once wrote in my chinese diary my tuition teacher forced us to write about how i think this guys way of looking at friendship was totally stupid and idiotic and i obviously got back horrijible comments about how i shouldn't be nosing into people's beeswax and how different people have different opinion. Did she read at the end that i wrote:

This may be other people opinion on friendship but i'm a person that has a strong sense of self opinion and i can't seem to keep my big mouth shut when someone's trying to say something.

Tsk. SOme people can be so ignorant sometimes. What?! I'm talking about the teacher dammit. Not me. Eheheheheh...

Hmm. Maybe I should start writing these heartfelt posts.
Start.
I saw a cat lying on the roadside a few weeks ago. I thought it was sleeping so i approached it. THe smell was horrijible. THen i realised it was dead. Tears welled up in my eyes. I thought of calling the SPCA to take it away. But i was to lazy and was late for something so i ran away.
End.

Saddening huh?

Oh screw it!

The longest survey you'llever fill out!

Do the world a favor:fill it out and post it for all yourfriends.

Do this because the person whosent it to you didn't sit here for agesfor nothing.

Answer all the questionshonestly, no lying to avoid stuff.

Starting Time: 11.07pm few weeks ago.

Name: Sia Hee Ching

Sisters: 1 sis.

Brothers: 2 bro's

Shoe size: 6 -shuddup. i noe its small.

Height: 159cm 5 ft 2'

what are u wearing?: nothing...except for clothes.

Favorite Number: 7. I dunno why.

Favorite Drink: Anything thats sweet that aquires to my tastebuds.

Favorite Month:

Favorite Breakfast:

Have You EverBroken a bone:

Been in a police car:

Been on a boat: Yep.

Came close to dying: Er.. I don't think so...

Swam in the ocean: Erh.. Waded , yes.

Fallen asleep in school: *looks around* Yea...

Broken someone's heart: No idea...

Cried when someone died: Yea...

Fell off your chair: Omg. A million times!

Sat by the phone all night waiting forsomeone to call: Never!

Saved emails: Yeaa..

Been cheated on: -.- I'm not sure. Yea. I think by my friends!

cheated on the test: Er...Hahahah*nervous laughter*

What is-

Your room like?: Conservative *yawn*

Whats right beside you?: mouse?

What is the last thing you ate?: Instant Noodles. Muahahah!

---Ever Had---

Chicken pox: no. this is soo gonna effect my future!

Sore throat: Arbuden?!

Broken nose: -.- Noo

---Do You---

Like picnics?: Ick! NO!

Like School?: Lovely! NOT!

---Questions---

Who was the last person you dancedwith: I think it should be the first one i danced with. No one. =(

Who makes you smile?: Humourous people.

---Who---

Did you last yell at: my brother!

Do you like yourself?: sometimes. Mostly. I lurrrvveee myself!

---Final Questions---

What are you listening to right now?: Face Down.

Hated someone in your family?: *looks around bewildered* Eheheh...

What car do you wish to have?: sports car. *mine mine mine!* Luxurious cars.

Good singer: Damn lot?

Diamond or pearl?: Ever heard of ' diamonds are a girls best friends'?

Indoors or outdoors:outdoors

---Today did you---

1. Talk to someone you like? Hmm... the answer should be did you talk to someone you hate. Answer is..YES!

2. Who?God. That person of course would be someone i wouldn't tell you of rite. Lame-o!

3. Get sick?Don't think so...

4. Sing:Yep...just. Cos i was listening to music. Uh..DUH!

5. Talked to an ex: HAHAHAHAHHA... I don't even have an ex...

6. Miss someone: Seriously, right this moment. No. Maybe later i'll miss myself.

---Last person who---

7. Was in your bed besides you: My sis?

8. Talked to on the phone?my mom?

9. Made you cry?bloody unfeeling family!

10. Went to the movies with? my jie...

11. You went to the mall with:family... *yea yea...boring, i noe.*

12.Been to Europe: Sis.

13. Been to Asia: urh. ME!

14.been to Russia: wtf... i can't even understand the language..

15.Been to the Bahamas: I WISH!

18. Been to Mexico: Only if i wanna shoot people and smoke pot.

19. Been to Canada: Never.

20. Been to U.S.: Neeehhh!

---Random---

21. Do you like someone at the moment: Always and never

22. What books are you reading rightnow? last book i read was chinese -.-

23. Best feeling in the world: surrounded with lots of people, having fun and definitely in a party!

24. Future kids names: Wow. This is so creepy. Err... i want my dogs name to be Ruffles!

25. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: yesterday, yea. most days, i sleep with my blankie...

Time Finished: 3.27 pm few weeks later...-.-

1. Do you have insomnia?
no. Unless i've watched a horror movie
2. Do you often wake up in the middleof the night after a bad dream?
no. why wake up when you can continue sleeping. Cwazzeee!
3. Did you ever have a dream that cametrue?
Dreams never come true... Don't be daft!
4. Do you daydream?
My day dreams are worthless. They serve no purpose unless to please me.
5. Name one weird phobia you have.
Afraid of Commitment. Yes... gotta problem wit that?
6. Is your fear a common fear?
yea... loads of people are afraid of commitment
7. Any particular reason for the fear?
Cos usually when i commit to something it always fails =(
8. Does it control your life?
sometimes. not much lar.
9. Are you more afraid of rejection orfailure?
REJECTION!
10. Did you lose your sock today?
Nooo... They usually are on my feet. why?
11. and did you eat peanut butter?
nope. yesterday yea...
12. Do you need to be in love to havesex?
Erh.. YA!
13. Do you watch E!?
yea
14. Do you like techno/dance music?
sometimes. when i'm in my hyperactive mood...
15. What prompts you to do this survey?
Obviously cos I can relate to some of the questions ere rite? Ok. It's interesting.
16. Spice Girls reunion; are youecstatic?
for what?
17. What does your myspace quote mean?
soree...no myspace.
18. Elaborate your default photo.
friendster or messenger? friendster is cameron trip. Messenger is...-.- palm tree's?
19. What's your relationship with thepeople on your top 6?
Usually friends lar
20. What is your current problem?
Where do you want me to start?
21. Are you musically inclined?
nah. i usually suck at it.
22. Name an obvious quality you have.
the quality to suck at everything so ppl can be really smug in front of me...BOO!
23. Any celeb you would marry?
Johnny Depp. Too bad he's married alredi...
24. Who will copy and paste this first?
How would I know?
25. Have you ever vandalized someone’sprivate property?
Hehez... All the time.
26. Have you ever sung in front of a large audience?
No. Hopefully forever not!
27. What's the first thing you noticeabout the preferred sex?
Looks. Then legs. then wallet.
28. Do you wear a watch?
nawwww...
29. Do you like pain?
errrrr....errrrr..... OBVIOUSLY NO LAR!
30. Who was the last person you spoketo on the phone?
Dad. yesterday. What?! I don't accept calls that much.
31. What is on your desktop background?
Fishiesss!
32. What is your favorite day of theweek?
Friday.
33. Your phone rings. Whose voice areyou hoping to hear when you answer?
God. or someone telling me i won a million bucks.
34. Someone unattractive gives youtheir telephone number and asks for aring.
Give it to anyone in hell that thinks he's hot...
35. You turn your television on. Whatchannel appears first on screen?
Star World!
36. Your plane crashes on an island.Who do you want to be stranded with?
Food and a Jet plane and also a pilot. Or Johnny Depp. harharz
37. You want to learn a new skill toimpress your date. What do you choose?
The skill to fart with my armpit. Works if uyou think your date sucks and wanna kick him outta the picture. If he joins in... i think i'll freak out.
38. Who named you?
No idea.
39. Did you have any other namespicked out for you?
nah. too embarrasing.
40. Do you think that if someone likespink they are a prep?
NO!
41. Do you yell at little kids andfeel no shame?
Har de har har... Yea..sometimes.
42. Do you wanna kill emo people andthen chuck them off cliffs?
Yes. Most of the time...
43. Do you find a lot of thingsromantic?
Yea.. The stuff that usually doesn't happen to me.
44. Is it normal to be obsessed withfamous people?
uh...yea
45. Do you still have your pokemoncards?
i dun hv any 2 start with...
46. Have you ever been attacked by ananimal?
dang dog!
47. Have you ever walked in the rainwithout an umbrella?
yea... wish i could do that more but my ignorant mom will start screaming at me.
48. Have you ever yelled at your pet?
no. i dun hv a pet.
49. Can you multitask?
yes. but i'll only multitask when i'm late or something.
50. Would you choose to live foreverif you could?
Nah. I would choose to be young forever. Yes. Cos i wanna see the stuff that i may be missing if i die early.

Doesn't anyone think that the fact blogger is saving our post immediately after i write a sentence or maybe just pause for a millisecond, is just DARN irrtatin'?

What the fuck. I don't care.

I seem to curse so frequently that I even dare to say in front of my parents. Omg. I'm feeling so rebellious this year and all.

The fact that I was kind of mad and all this year. A single wave from my mom and i swear to leave the house and never come back. Naaah. That usually doesn't scare my mom cause i don't have that kind of bravery when i talk to my mom .Not like Lynette(Felicity Huffman from Desprado Housewives) says to Tom (her husband)" if you ................ i will pack my bags take the children and LEAVE! " Salutes!

Whatever. I'm talking to myself. So what?!

Yea. I'm most probably talking to myself and why?

I thought blogs were for people to see?

Forget about it. I don't need a blog that is surfed by bajillions of people a day. I need someplace to VENT. Not someplace for me to vent than get myself screwed up cause so and so thinks i shouldn't write it this way or that way. Whatever. I live my own life. Get your own.

Yes. I'm not studying at all. I'm always feel guilty for not studying but yet i'm just too lazy to touch books. Seriously.

Anyway. 92 days to PMR. JOYFULL OCCaSION!!!!!!!!! =D

NOT!!!!